Jewelrymaxxing

Okay to be completely honest, I was probably destined for jewelry making. When I was a little girl I would play with all of my grandma's stuff while she was at work, and she had a LOT of jewelry making supplies. She wanted to sell jewelry at the powwows! Unfortunately for her, she had to work to be the sole provider for my family, so she never really got to live any of her dreams- and there were a lot of dreams I remember her having throughout my childhood. She was always the most supportive person in my life, endlessly encouraging. 
 I'm not sure if she would totally understand what "yandere psycho female" means, but I do think she would be proud of everything that I've built so far, and want to see me go even further.

I started accumulating supplies for this business even as far back as a decade ago. It's truly something that I have always wanted, but never really had the opportunity to grasp until now. The jewelry making supplies, though.. those are a more recent endeavor. Thanks to the support from you guys, I decided to get a bit more experimental with my crafts, and that's why I finally took the plunge.

All of the charms you see in my necklaces and earrings right now are made by my hands, I cut the materials and painted and resined them myself. I'm really proud of what I've come up with, and I'm excited to see where else I can go with it... 

I've always loved bright, colorful, eccentric things. The first time I got ahold of rainbow jewelry in particular, actually, I found it in school. And then I found more.. I never really talked to anyone, I was really shy, and I'd constantly be looking at the ground, usually just staring at the carpets and making out shapes in my head, and that's how I would find so many lost things. I was actually taught from a young age to constantly be searching for lost objects. I had quite the collection of little trinkets that way.. a habit that still persists to this day. You might be surprised to find out that I have a shocking amount of broken car headlights. I plan on using them for art someday, too, I just don't know what yet.

So, anyway, jewelry. Bright and colorful jewelry. Handmade charms. Perfect for accentuating any outfit or loud makeup look. Clowns, club kids, aliens, drag queens. I hope you find me, just as I found you <3 I'm still finding myself as you might be able to tell from reading this post that is really all over the place, I'm sure. I literally have built Yandere Psycho Femcel Girlfriend Grippy Sock Jail and Let Girls Have Fun, which accumulatively have over 400,000 members.. And I myself still don't feel like I know where I fit into this world. For that, I'm so sorry, I carry that feeling around like a burden on my shoulders, and it really shows- I've got a killer slouch in person, I can be really quiet and reserved, I'm one to quite literally roll up into a little ball in a corner, even in a public setting. It's all so overstimulating

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Despite all of that I try my best to become a more positive person, I try not to dwell on those feelings. It's hard for me, and I feel like I am committing a sin for even daring to have these emotions in the first place, and it's so fucked up because- is a woman who goes by the name of Yandere Psycho Femcel Grippy Sock Girlfriend.. not even allowed to feel a lil emotionally unstable? Even now I must wallow in my shame? There is no peace for a girl like me wtf. I can't even complain and be miserable without criticizing myself?!?! "what if people think I'm cringe?" I AM CRINGE :D "what if I'm not cringe enough? What if I'm too  normal?" brother if people think I'm too normal and that I'm pretending, they're an even bigger loser than I am. goodness gracious


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don't be like me, reader. learn how to forgive yourself and let go of being overly self conscious. 
u are not sinning just for taking a breath of air :D ok :D 

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I am sorry that I had lost my grasp of how to communicate effectively with other people, even one on one, even in a group setting. I've had a lot of bad interactions. This is, shockingly, progress. this is me being myself. it's not really all that marketable unfortunately, and this is how it goes even on an individual level, I am Highly Regarded.



I made all of the earrings and necklace and the hairclips myself and I'm super proud! 
I would love it if you matched with me.